Food that looks like food

There's a Piroshki restaurant on 3rd Avenue here in Seattle. In homage to Captain Obvious, it's called Piroshki on 3rd.

The Captain likes flaky crust and savory filling.
The Captain likes an eatery with a fully informative name.
I'm not sure if the Captain likes yellow paint.

In keeping with the obvious name, Piroshki on 3rd serves obvious food.

Piroshki on 3rd serves Piroshki, on 3rd.
Why did you even bother reading this caption?
Why did I bother writing it?

Obvious food in obvious shapes.

The tasty turkey-filled piroshki are shaped like turkey legs.
The delicious salmon-stuffed piroshki are shaped like salmon.
If they had lickable wallpaper, the snozzberries would taste like snozzberries.

Which got me thinking what the world would be like if every food were sculpted to look like what it's made of.
What if hamburger patties, by mandate, had to be shaped like cows?
What if all chocolate bars had to be shaped like cocoa beans?
What if there were a requirement that hot dogs must be shaped like pigchickengizzardeyeballtongue? Would people stop eating them if they had to constantly confront what they were consuming?
Would the poor French fry meet its culinary end? Because a French fry shaped like a potato is, well, a potato.
 

Compulsively lying toiletries

First, there was the GrannyScented shampoo in Kansas, March 2012. It required several minutes, a feat of superheroic strength, and my incisor teeth to get it open.  Subsequently, it required exactly 2 seconds to realize the valiant struggle had not been worth it.


Then, there was the roll of toilet paper in northern India, November 2013. It made its very best gold-printed, airbrush-artworked, individually-wrapped effort to rise above its humble station in life and become something more elegant, more aspirational, more alluring.   ...but really just proved that no matter what you call it, toilet paper still meets the same demise in the end.

And now, the trifecta is complete with the discovery of this little miracle in Vancouver, December 2015. It's in a small shapely box! The box is Tiffany blue! It's nearly the most wonderful time of the year! It literally informs you that the box contains your Fantasy!

And...it's a shower cap.
When you think Fantasy, think of sequestering your hair in an elastic-banded plastic hat. Think of a world in which your head can go Unwashed for days or weeks on end. Imagine the Luxury of knowing the only moisture that's permeating your hair in the shower is your own Glistening scalp sweat. Yes. Fantasy. Yes.

Dream big.
 

The best laid plans of mice and men

Isn't it weird how vacations are like the battleground for two diametrically opposed forces?
On one side, you have a stated goal of rest, relaxation, and replenishment of the soul.
On the other side, you have to orchestrate all the travel, lodging, meals, activities, packing, and reservations to make it happen.
Crushing unrestful unrelaxed defeat ensues almost inevitably, unless you have some superswanky travel agency planning everything for you or it's a staycation or you don't care that you only packed one shoe and forgot to buy plane tickets for the return trip.

I'm a Planner. I need flight confirmations and hotel booking numbers and both shoes packed.
The more I've traveled the more Plann-y I get, right up to the point that it might jump the shark. I had 5 days off last week, and (...potentially-embarrassing confession forthcoming...) there was an Excel spreadsheet involved.



It even had contingency plans, website references,
color coded events, drive times, and weather forecasts.
And that was only the rough draft.
It's like I'm auditioning for Type-A Nerd of the Year. 

Despite what the Excel spreadsheet might imply, I think I'm getting the hang of being well-planned without being over-planned. It was an awesome trip where all the big stuff went smoothly (hooray for planning), and all the little stuff was left flexible enough to sort itself out (hooray for not planning too much).
But here's the most important thing:
The very best stuff just spontaneously happened on its own, without any plan at all.

The best moments came from random things, like the sign on the 2 hour ferry boat from the US to Vancouver Island, Canada, with its apparent threats to throw you overboard if you went into certain stairwells uninvited:

"Authorized Personnel Only Beyond This Point.
Violators are subject to Expulsion, Arrest, and Prosecution."
...As in expulsion from the boat? Into the Pacific?
Is there a plank they get to walk?
Does the arrest and prosecution
 come after they've been thrown overboard?
 

The best moments came from unexpected human events, like the unannounced-but-exuberant Catholic? Indigenous? Completely mis-scheduled Cinco de Mayo? Christmas? parade that passed right under my window:

A float with the Virgin Mary?
A cluster of rejoicing mourners?
A troupe of Native American Santa Claus dancers?
Best (and possibly most confusing) parade ever!

The best moments came from spur of the moment ideas, like my travel companion's sudden insistent compulsion to carve a treasure hunt doubloon out of a chocolate chip cookie using only toothpicks and fingernails while sitting on a driftwood stump in Cannon Beach, Oregon, to recreate a rather fantastic scene from a certain awesome movie:

We found the key to One-Eyed Willie!

The best moments came from pure serendipity, like the instant when we rounded a corner coming down a one-lane road and the afternoon light erupted through the trees just right:

You can't plan that.
 

Ring the bell. Cue the salivating dog.

Ivan Petrovich Pavlov was born in 1849 in Russia, as the oldest son of a village priest. He grew up to study a bit of seminary but then jumped over to math and science, specifically physiology. He earned a 1904 Nobel Prize for his studies on digestion. However, he's best remembered for figuring out how to make a dog salivate on command.

I have unlocked the code to "Psychic Secretion."

Classical conditioning.
You ring the bell. You feed the dog. The dog salivates.
Repeat, repeat, repeat.
Eventually, you ring the bell. You skip the food. The dog salivates anyway.
"Ooooh! Science is so neat," says the crowd of onlookers.
"Wheee! I can use that on students to keep order in my classroom," says a generation of teachers.
"Bollocks! That geezer just duped me into purposeless drooling," says the dog.

I'm currently feeling sympathetic toward the dog, having gotten the brutal Pavlovian smackdown this week myself.
You see, for about two years while I lived in St Louis I would look forward to weekends with good weather as a chance to hop on the southbound interstate and drive to Alabama. It was a 6+ hour trip, but at the end of the road I knew I'd get to spend two great days skydiving and hanging out with friends.

Women's State Record, Skydive Alabama July 2014

Apparently, that travel pattern was repeated often enough that it conditioned my poor unwitting brain. A few days ago, I was driving south through Seattle on I-5 under an unseasonably sunny blue sky when suddenly I felt absolutely giddy with excitement. This was completely involuntary joy. I could practically smell the blast off the turbines, hear friends' voices, and feel the rush of air -- if I were a dog there would've been uncontrollable drooling and tail wagging.  It took everything I could do to convince myself that I was just on a quick errand, not halfway across the country heading down to Cullman, AL.

Put a sun in the sky. Put my car on a southbound freeway. The Sarah salivates anyway.

Maybe the real question is how to cast this Pavlov moment.
Was I duped into feeling excitement, only to have my hopes dashed by the reality that my weekends are mainly spent with a pager instead of a parachute these days?
Or am I lucky to have such a big reservoir of vivid memories that can trigger happy thoughts at random times, even from far far away?

 

 

Illusion, Delusion, Imagination

Last weekend, I learned to scuba dive in paradise.
Scratch that.
Last weekend, I learned to scuba dive.  In the Puget Sound. In November. In 41F water, pouring rain, underwater visibility of less than 1 foot, ebbing tide, and a surface current pushing the water toward the demonic shredding propellers of the ferry boat line.
The dive site looked like this:

Which might make this a good time to review the definitions of three excellent words.
Illusion: "A thing that is or is likely to be wrongly perceived or misinterpreted by the senses."
   Example: I perceive that this harbor full of murky water is cold and gray and fairly miserable, but maybe I'm just misinterpreting my sensory input!
Delusion: "An idiosyncratic belief or impression that is firmly maintained despite being contradicted by what is generally accepted as reality or rational argument; typically a symptom of mental disorder."
   Example: I believe that this harbor full of cold, gray, murky, miserable water is the single most delightful place to swim today!
Imagination: The willful action of forming new ideas, images, or interpretations of external objects that are not seen, felt, heard, or otherwise sensed in reality.
  Example: Cold harbor? What cold harbor?

If you picture it with a little more of a blue sky...

That still looks too chilly. Perhaps if you picture it with some sunshine...

And maybe some tropical ambience...

And, what the heck, might as well throw in a few charismatic fish and a nice cabana that serves fresh smoothies...

So if you picture the dive site like that -- I mean reeeeeally convince yourself of it -- last weekend, I learned to scuba dive in paradise.

For the record, all the imagination, illusions, and outright delusions in the world couldn't make that freaking water warm.

Wishes, Germs, and Gum

I've been in Seattle just a shade over 4 months now, but somehow hadn't heard of the famous Seattle Gum Wall until 3 days before its ultimate demise.

 

According to the story, back in 1991 someone standing in an alley waiting in line to see a movie got tired of their gum, reached their grubby fingers into their bacteria-loaded mouth, pulled out their germ-infused hunk of chewing gum, and mashed it onto the side of the nearest brick wall. Then for the next quarter century, all the lemmings ran off the side of the cliff, and all the pedestrians in that alleyway stuck their gum on that wall.

About 1 million salivary atrocities have been committed there.

Apparently, several weddings have been committed there as well.

So romantic.  So pre-chewed.
Their love will last forever, like a flavor-infused synthetic polymer.

Be that as it may, the gum is officially being stripped down off the wall this week. First, try processing the gag-reflex-triggering reaction to the fact that a wall covered with 2 decades of masticated gum exists, then the surprise that people think it's awesome, and finally the inevitable morbid compulsion to see the dang thing before it's washed off the face of the earth.

 

Today, in the name of experiencing this super gross footnote to history as it unfolds, I went on my own personal pilgrimage to the Gum Wall. Teardown is already underway. There in the alley, working their way downhill from north to south, were three guys with tools, buckets, shovels, ladders, and a spray hose, steadily chipping away at the gum.



A pressure washer and a dude in a Tyvek suit that
made him look like an Oompa Loompa,
waging a war against two decades of oral flora.
The scene smelled vaguely of Doublemint and defeat.

The man in the foreground is using a hammer and chisel,
so it's pretty much like Michaelangelo carving The David.

Every time the pressure washer turned on, the air filled with a fine saccharine mist flecked with JuicyFruit particles wildly flinging in every direction and landing on the brick pavers with the sound of wet rubber. Most pieces were tiny, but not all. This one the size of a baseball whacked against my leg as it fell from the sky like a multicolored meteorite:

Hubba Bubba's Magnum Opus.

Right around that moment while looking at the projectile aggregate of gum chunks close-up like that, it dawned on me: Every one of those nubs of gum belonged to a mouth once. (Obviously. Refer back to the aforementioned gag reflex.)  But what I mean to say is that every one of those wads of gum is tied to a person, a memory, a story.  Did the girl with the wad of grape gum enjoy the movie that night? Was the mouth that produced the pink gob from Seattle or just passing through? Did the dude who left the Big Red get a parking ticket for spending too long at Pike Place that day? Who chewed that blue stringy piece? Was the wedding pretty? Did the marriage last?

 

Somehow, it reminded me of a scene from Goonies when they find themselves at the bottom of the wishing well. Each anonymously wished-upon coin belonged to a person. Each blob of gum belonged to a life.

Stef: Wait! Stop! You can't do this!
...These are somebody else's wishes.
They're somebody else's dreams.
Mouth: Yeah, but you know what?
This one; this one right here. This was my dream, my wish.
And it didn't come true. So I'm taking it back. I'm taking them all back.

Did anyone ever come back for their gum?

Well, hello there!

The trouble with blogs and journals is the (probably entirely imagined) demand for temporal continuity. I'm pretty sure no one reads this thing but me, and yet there's an implied requirement to create a frequently-updated, linear documentary of some sort. The longer the time lapse between posts or entries, the harder it gets to resume. Not because I've gone mute or illiterate. Not because there's nothing to say. On the contrary, it's because of the mountain of thoughts that have passed by unwritten; the life that slid along full of events unrecorded and travels unexplained; the apology owed for letting them fly away without looking them in the eye first.

When was the last time I wrote? Not just wrote here, but wrote anything anywhere?

The last time I wrote was June 21, 2015: 
Coming to the end of a year at a job that I intensely loved and hated, I was down to my last weekend of living in St Louis. My belongings were distilled to only the stuff that would fit in my hatchback. Just the vitals: clothes, a few books, my piano keyboard, dishes (plates, saucers, spoons, forks; only 2 of each, like Noah's Ark), a chess set my dad carved, a pillow case my mom sewed.  My bed had sold inconveniently quickly on Craigslist, so I'd been sleeping on a camping pad on a cold bedroom floor for weeks, eye-level with the flecks of dust that settled on the bare hardwood. I felt battered by the Now, excited and scared by the What's Next, weirdly adrift in the transition, and somehow unrecognizable in my own skin. 
My chaotic, colorful, fantastic roommate had moved out in a cloud of shoes and scarves and cat dander and climbing gear. June 21st was a rainy Sunday morning, and I drove alone into a rough part of town to return the moving truck for her. The ride to bring me back from the U-Haul place fell through, so I was walking home in the rain north of Delmar Avenue. The walk took me along broken sidewalks, past churches with a glimpse of sparsely-attended services through the open doors, between a school with a misspelled word on its sign and the crumbling ruins of boarded-up houses.

Then I passed this one. It doesn't always fit, but it did that morning.

She was beautiful once.
Look past the surface and you can see it in the details.
Maybe life got hard. Maybe she disguised herself to fit in. But she was beautiful once.
We all were.

I think it's time to write again.